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twenty-twenty-five - start of my photo archive 
I am hesitant to put photos online (even though its probably marginally safer here than on social media). I enjoy feeling anonymous and free, I actually think one of my worst fears is having a public life, being unable to control my image, perception, it would quickly drive me very insane (as it already has done for many). I can't stand the panopticon, tech surveillance is already so intense it makes me feel sick... I feel insecure my photos are not ~aesthetic~ enough, I feel unphotogenic and bad at posing... but I'll put them up anyway. at the end of the day I want an archive for me and my friends to look back on.
This year was probably one of the most eventful and ever-changing so far in my life. Here is the best of it in photos.
Was honest to god gonna write captions and even some back stories for most of these but decided its cuter and more mysterious if I don't. Also I have to go get ready for my NYE party now. laterrrr 
Get off the phone, take back your life
xxx
ahouseofmyown@proton.me